Do you ever have days like that? Yesterday I rode Pinto in the manège and felt as if I couldn't do a thing right.
I started off slowly as it was the first time Pinto had his new bridle and bit to try out, and my first time in my Fhoenix for months.
First of all I couldn't get comfy in my Fhoenix :cry: Despite living in my house it was like trying to ride on a scaffolding plank, and even after 30 mins of riding the seat didn't soften very much (though it was very cold out!). Consequently I *really* felt the stretch in my hips. I think I could have done with dropping my stirrups a hole, but this is in hindsight!
I then made the mistake of giving Pinto a treat from the saddle. One on each side, with the intention of just asking him to bend round as he is about as bendy as a 2x4 atm. However once I had done this, as soon as I picked up the rein he started walking backwards. At first I was terrified that it was the new bit/martingale combination. Then if I shifted my weight he would paw on that front leg, so I was afraid that I had over-tightened the girth. I have to say that the walking backwards/sitting on the haunches didn't worry me at all (go me!) but I was really concerned that I was doing something wrong. In the end I growled at him, and told him in no uncertain terms to "avance là!" though I have to admit I had to restrain myself from giving him a "pony-club kick"
We walked round for quite a long time, for Pinto to get used to the feel of the new bit, and for me to get used to being in the Fhoenix again. Even in walk my legs (especially my left leg) felt really unstable, but my joints soon loosened up.
Once the other person had left the manege I asked Pinto to trot, and then immediately thought "oooh heck!" as I had no control over my legs and body at all. At this time all I did was ask Pinto to trot around the manege while I tried to sort out my balance. Even though I probably looked awful, it was a good exercise for me as I was able to identify which parts of me were tensing up. First of all I was tense in my foot, though I had a floppy ankle. Then I could feel myself gripping with my lower calf, and upper shin (I'm sure you can't really tense you "shin" but ths is how it felt to me). Then the tension moved to my lower inner thigh, then my upper inner thigh and outer thigh together. By the time I had got my legs sorted out and de-tensed my ankles were aching.
I wasn't having fun.
Pinto's pace was all over the place, and although I could push on for a few paces he would eventually come back down to a very slow (for Pinto) trot. This trot was actually very comfortable and if it was from a school horse I would have been happy with it, but it is so unlike Pinto to do anything slowly it felt really strange. Actually I think I actually need someone to observe me riding Pinto to tell me how he looks. For all I know this nice comfy slow trot may be a "proper" trot instead of a "rushed" trot. See, I could probably tell from the ground, but I have no sense of real "feel" when I'm on board.
The thing which concerned me the most (and I'm 85% sure it's me) was that no matter which rein we were working on, Pinto would bend his neck to the outside, while remaining as stiff as a board from his shoulders to tail. If it had just been on one rein, I would have said it's a chiropractic problem, but it was equal on both reins, so I'm pretty sure that it must be me not being straight.
Does anyone have any ideas how I could solve this?
Becuase we where having problems trying to stay on the piste I purposefully rode on the 3/4 line, in a deliberate walk, trying to keep Pinto as straight as possible. He was, in general, much better away from the wall and wouldn't banana quite so much, but I had to consciously ask for inside bend all the time. Once we moved back out onto the piste, he was back to bananaring to the outside, only this time if I asked for inside bend he would twitch his nose to the inside while still remaining banana'd in the neck... i.e. a very crooked pony.
I really need some decent private lessons. As it is here where I really fall down. I can relate what I see and feel Pinto doing, but I don't know how to correct it.
After riding these squares with Pinto I wanted to do a bit more trot work, except my right ankle had completely siezed up, despite my extremely expensive Sprenger Bow Balance stirrups. So I shoved my foot "home" and managed a circuit or two in trot before dismounting.
Next time I will drop my stirrups a hole to see if it makes any difference, because it was a very uncomfortable experience.
I ended up putting Pinto away feeling very frustrated, both with Pintos unbendy/wrong bendy-ness and my total incompetence at riding. Hopefully I will feel better next time!
PS. I would just like toreassure people that my reins do have martingale stops on them, they are just nice and petit so you can't see them very well ;o) They are present in the red circle below... honest :oD